Confused and Wandering Mind

09:42 pm - School/band/fireworks/boys

School. I completely agree with Brooke Mayo when she said "I feel like I'm always biting my lip." The transformation from "Summer Monica" to "School Monica" is gonna be a rough one this year. Especially with all the really weird things that have happened this summer.

Band. I'm excited. I'm a nerd. Let's leave it at that. I almost got the uniform room "Done" just in time to mess it up again. SCORE!!! Ahhh uniforms.

Fireworks. Just shot some off, gonna shoot more off next weekend. That's the gyst of that.

Boys. Make me cry. I cried last night for four hours straight, and I can see it happening again tonight. Oh how crappy.

09:52 am - Hey. Don't read this

Fuck people, fuck life. Fuck friends, fuck boyfriends (not mine, other peoples). Fuck trying.

I'm so sick of everyone and everything. I've noticed that everyone is important except me lately. Everyone has this "The world revolves around me" attitude..except me. Well, and Mark and my brother. I'm SO sick of nothing I think or say ever mattering to anyone. I feel like I'm the sixth string quarter back, to everyone. I never get any PT. The worst part is, I'm NOT the worst QB on the team, and the teams so good, everyone shoudl get a chnce to play anyway. BUT WE FUCKING DON'T.

I'm not gonna try anymore. If anyone wants anything, they can come to me.

Love,

Monica

USAF 2006

MICHAEL MOORE SUCKS!!!

Current Mood: aggravated

03:30 pm - Well hello everyone

HEY!!! I haven't had internet lately. Still don't, if that's what you're wondering. Well, I do, but I don't at the same time. I have AIM, but for some reason that's all my computer can function to do. I've been...OK lately. Lots of boredom on and off. To end all rumors (incase there are some) yes, me and gary are back together. Yes, I'm happy. Yes, I know what I'm doing.

He's outta town right now, though.

I'm at Jason Jones' house.

That's all from me.

Band starts soon. I can't wait, I'm a band nerd. But at the same time, I dun wanna go back to school.

-MONICA!

Current Mood: content

10:05 pm - Interesting

Not much to say. Been back and forth between really really depressed and really really happy, lately. Today is deffinately a depressed day.

Thursday was a good day. Except Angela got more Pringles than me. *tear* I see who Amanda REALLY loves. :-D

Let's go back to Thursday, I want to do it again. Only, better this time. And more Prngles for me.

I love you all.
-Mo

Current Mood: blank

06:15 pm - Lately

People have been really stupid.  Idk, maybe it's me.  Maybe I'm paying TOO much attention, or maybe I'm the one being stupid lately.  Everyone seems to annoy me lately.  I want to kill them all.  ALL of them.  That includes you.

Yes, I'm talking to you there.

Anyway...I just had to get that out.

-Mo

07:00 pm

I'm the best damn thug eva!!!

Smile, 'cause somebody loves ya!

-Mo

Current Mood: crappy

10:38 pm - Have fun, guys.

Make a list of 10 statements about yourself:
* 4 of the 10 statements must be lies.
* Post your list and have people guess which four are lies!

1. I hate mustangs.
2. I have never stolen anything.
3. I have never had surgery (major or otherwise).
4. I have never had a "short" relationship.
5. I have only had one car that i considered mine.
6. I have two computers.
7. I have never liked a drummer.
8. I have never seen E.T.
9. I have dated three football players.
10. I have never been on fire.

PS. Michael, I would've gotten all of yours right :-p

Current Mood: depressed

10:18 pm - Bad day

Today basically sucked ass. It started this morning at like 12 AM, pretty much, too. Well, basically, me and Gary aren't together anymore. Sucks, kinda, but I'm hoping it will be for the bst and that I made the right coice. We'll find out.
Heh, I like a coupla other people, but I can't do anything w/ them, 'cause it would make me a bigger bitch than I already am.
The one I like most...likes my best friend, so thats how that is.
One of them has a girlfriend.
One is about to.
And the other..well, we're not gonna go there.

I packed all day and fucked up my right hand hittin' stuff.

I think thats all from me, really. Nothing else important to say.

-Mo

Current Mood: crappy

05:40 pm - Guess whos back, back again?

10*Random songs on your playlist
10. Mr Cellophane - Chicago
9. Scars - Papa Roach
8. My Own Prison - Creed
7. Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind
6. Daughters - John Mayer
5. Something isn't right here - ?? Doesn't say, and I can't think right now.
4. Broken Road - Rascal Flatts
3. Mad World - Gary Jules
2. BRIAN REGAN LIVE!!! *Not a song, but, y'know*
1. On My Own - The Used
09*Things I'm looking forward to
9. Finding out what Mike's parents say
8. Buying an electric guitar some day
7. April 5th, 2005
6. Boot Camp
5. Falling in love
4. Graduation
3. Finally being a senior instead of just everyone thinking I am *AND NOT HAVING MR SCANLAN ANYMORE!!!*
2. Leaving Garland to go do something with my life
1. George Bush being president 4 more years.
08*Things I like to wear
8. Beanies
7. Hats
6. Visors :-D
5. Jeans
4. PJs
3. Flips flops
2. Hoodies
1. SOCKS!!!
07*Things that annoy me
7. people
6. meaningless threats
5. fakeness
4. fat people
3. sloppy eaters
2. my house
1. my mom
06*Things I love
6. My best friends
5. The Start Spangled Banner
4. the USA
3. Math *I'm gay*
2. Airplanes
1. Dodge Vipers
05*Things I do everyday
5. Hold my puppy
4. Cry
3. Drive
2. Consider going back to church
1. Sing
04*People I want to spend more time with...(this was way too hard, so i'm gonna make it 4 girls and 4 boys)
4. Kim S.
3. Rachel G.
2. Amanda F.
1. Kaylee S.
4. Derek N.
3. Chris B Bacon
2. Mike S.
1. Jason J.
03*Movies I could watch over and over again
3. MONTY PYTHON!!!
2. Chicago
1. The Sixth Sense??
02*of my favorite songs of the moment
2. Scars - Papa Roach
1. Sleeping in - The Postal Servoce
01*Thing I'd rather be doing
1. Hangin' out.

Current Mood: cranky

05:48 pm - Ummm, its 5:48

I am currently in very much pain, but idc, really.

My back still hurts from Thursday's game. I always seem to get sore after marching the show, and IDK why. my throat hurts, too, also from thursday's game, from the yelling from the anger and what not. My neck hurts, I think I slept funny, plus I played football yesterday even though it was hurt. We lost, as always. One day me n Chris will win, one day. My arms are sore from Lord knows what. I feel like I worked out, but I know I didn't. meh, can't complain about that. My stomach started hurting, this morning, and woke me up, then I went back to sleep, and din't wake up 'til 3.

I was supposed to go out to eat tonight with Sebastian and Tina and possibly Mike, but I haven't heard from Sebastian. I need to go run, it might make my stomach feel better. Our softball game BETTER not get rained out this week. I would cry.

I think I'm done complaining, for now. I wonder if I have any homework?

I should go clean my room.

-Mo

Current Mood: sick

11:52 pm

I haven't written lately.

oh well. :-p


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you guys will get over it.

went to Flygstad's today and hung out w/ her and rachel g and michael. it was...interesting. rachel likes to rub her feet on people.

ttyl.

08:03 pm - today

sucked

so did yesterday

so will tomorrow

current ourlook on life: CRAP

Kim, you're in trouble

01:16 pm - Another good one

01:13 pm - Sometimes these are SO true.

12:51 pm - The (new) Postal Service

This song is cheering me up a bit, so I thought I'd share the lyrics w/ everyone.

The Postal Service - Sleeping In

Last week I had the strangest dream
where everything was exactly how it seemed
where there was never any mystery
of who shot John F. Kennedy.
It was just a man with something to prove,
slightly bored and severely confused.
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
and became famous on that day in November.

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in (x4)

Again last night I had that strange dream
where everything was exactly how it seemed
concerns about the world getting warmer
people thought that they were just being rewarded
for treating others as they'd like to be treated
for obeying stop signs and curing diseases
for mailing letters with the address of the sender.
Now we can swim any day in November.

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in (Now we can swim any day in November)

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in (x2)

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in
Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping
oooh, oooh (repeat until fade)



Happy birhtday to my brother!

Current Mood: stressed

09:30 pm - Kim

Kim is a neeeeeeeeeeeeerd

10:15 am - AHAHAHAH

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